Hmm ok Yesterday was alright of a day. Went to the Dr. and heh they really didnt say anything so I guess thats a good thing. :) Went to go enroll Jose into Head Start. heh. Then I went to work. It was pretty cool I guess. I just hate doing the Mathis House. Damn spooky house. *sigh* lol. Got out at about 9 or so. Justin calls me and tells me to go over so like a loser...I go.

Went to Justins in the van so I can get my junk. Jeremy and D were there. So I chilled and hung out with them. They were going to go to S.A. They invited but heh. *shrugs* Well D had to go home so Jeremy went with her but said he would return. I got my hamster junk and put it in the van. Justin was hungry so I went and got us some food from Whataburger. I was soo hungry but by the time I got to Justins and junk...I didnt eat much. Plus Will and Jeremy were there so I kinda felt wierd eating in front of them. I gave Jeremy my fries though so...heh yeah. I only ate 1/2 of my #7 hamburger and Justin (the pig) ate the rest. lol. He didnt let me throw it away and then he was still hungry. *sigh* Well we watched some Tv...Twilight (sp?) Zone, Family Guy, Futurama...and some music channels. heh. Will started writing stuff on Justin's walls. And then he asks...are you mad because I wrote that. heh. pathetic. Will is such a fun person to fight with though...so I guess that makes him cool. lol. Yvette called and said she was going to go over so...I was like Yes...I'm not going to be the only girl anymore. But...she never showed up...lol. But its cool. Justin's mom pops in and says some people need a ride home...so I tell Justin I'll take them...then Justin adds in I'll take them for some weed. *sigh* I go outside and boom...it was Jeremy and some chick. I was like OMG and gave him a big hug...yes I gave him a hug. I miss him soo much...lol. So on the way over to where I was taking them we were talking about old times, him about to graduate and Adrian. I miss all my 'brothers'. If he does graduate he will be the first out of my 'brothers' *sigh* So I plan to give him something BIG....if he does. :) Well I go back to Justins and hang out longer. ahah...I threw a baseball at Justin. I feel bad now but I told him if he started going to sleep without telling anyone he was tired and at least give a warning to something, I was going to throw the ball at him. Poor guy...lol. It barely hit his shoulder though so... *sigh* NE ways.... I finally say I'm going to go. Me and Justin talk for a while outside, about random stuff. Will was listening through the door thinking he was sneaky and then he walks out and tries to hang out with us out there. lol. We just quit talking. I also kinda felt bad for them...but the things we were talking about were important and not for everyone to hear so...yeah. lol. I feel better now kinda...because I kinda believe him on the things he said but...I dont know. I still have my doubts. Well I finally get home..and to my suprise...it was 4. I was like...FUCK...I gotta go to work in 3 hours. lol. So..I come in and go to bed. I fell asleep pretty fast. *shrugs*

Today...I went to work..dragging. We finished a big ass humongous house. OMG. *sigh* But it was pretty clean so..it wasnt that bad. Then we went to the Aransas house and we left early because they kicked us out. The damn people got there early. But the lady was nice..she was like..."I know how to fix the beds and fold the towels, yall can go ahead and go because the kids are going to be making a big mess". So I was like...YES. lol. Get home...get dressed and go with Michael, Val, and Richard to Amy's. Michael sang a song for us and played the guitar. lol. Unfortunatly I didnt even get to see Amy...*sigh*. I almost died of a heat stroke but it was cool. Ben and Steven got there. We all start talking about random junk. Well they decided to go so I just tagged along since I went with them. lol. We went to Circle K and got drinks. I got my drink for Jenny and some chips for Stephanie. heh. Well we go drop Michael off and then me. so yup..and now I'm here.

I wish I could say everything that is on my mind when I have the chance. I for some reason chicken out. Or like I pre-plan what I'm going to say and then BOOM it comes out totally diffent and the things I really want to say...never come out. Oh well. Pathetic but its ok.

I'm going to go to CC tomorrow to go get the tickets for SOTU. YAY. Woo Hoo. lol.

I plan and hope to stay home today. It already kinda feels wierd and that feeling needs to quit now that its early. Blocking feelings is kind of a hard thing to do but heh I'll manage. *shrugs*

Mmm..K. I guess I'm done. I shall talk to yall peoplez later or whatever. Love yallz....I guess...In a way. heh. lol.

~Jessica~